Day 2

Day 2- Tuesday 19th June

Hey my beauties! Here is my new instalment of my skinny saga. 

This morning I woke up quite fresh. I was feeling very positive (well not very, just positive) that today is going to be a productive easier day than yesterday. Oh boy was i wrong.

My first milkshake was at 12pm, again... Irish cream. I feel the need to get rid of this flavour as quick as possible. I read that blending ice with the shake makes it thicker. I doubt very much its going to be a maccies but I'm gonna give this a shot tomorrow.

At 1pm I was back on facebook looking at the before and after photos. Sometimes I feel a little bitchy (don't we all) by thinking and saying out-loud 'Thats not a noticeable weight loss after drinking 3 shakes, a bathtub of water daily and brushing your teeth 18,000 times to relieve hunger pangs (it doesn't work but my teeth are whiter)' LOL. ONLY JOKING! I admire my new friends who are well into their journey. Just because I was feeling pissed off and nouty and because I am so new into it don't be fooled  because these people I have been looking at are a massive inspiration. As soon as this positive thought entered my head, low and behold, on my newsfeed a cheese festival is coming to Manchester.

KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!

On a serious note, I'm sure I read somewhere that cheese is just, if not more, addictive that cocaine. AHHHHHHH!!

At 2pm this afternoon, I had to take myself off to my bedroom. The reason behind this was my poor beautiful doggy was looking like a steak. JOKING! Truthfully, I had a tremendous headache which I now think is due to not drinking enough water. I had a nana nap and woke up with the feeling of 'who gives a s*** if I'm fat anyway, who's gonna love me any less.' 

My stomach: No one cares honey! just fill me up!!!

My brain: What the hell are you thinking!!!?? LOL

I laid here thinking about how important body image is to dieters, when really this is a secondary bonus to the health benefits of weight loss. 

It's a very touchy subject for me as my sister died at 39 from anorexia nervosa and since then I find it a little scary to be hung up on weight. This is why I will go off how I feel, my body shape and how my clothes fit instead of jumping on the scales 8 times a day making things so much worse.

Its 5:30pm and I'm drinking my second vanilla flavoured shake of the day. My headache has gone and I'm feeling pretty positive again. I think the dog is safe now LOL. I'll put my last instalment on later. Im sure I've lost weight off my feet as my slippers are feeling proper loose. WOOHOO! Time for my celebratory water.

Its 8:30pm and I've just had my delightful strawberry milkshake. It's got to be one of my favourites, its heaven in a shaker cup. 

Im feeling quite excited tonight as I've just found out I can have one oxo cube in boiling water as a drink. Im actually drooling at the thought of this game changer. At least its one way of getting the taste of beef back.

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Quote for the day: Every cloud has a silver lining, every oxo cube as a silver wrapper.

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